So, Conspiracy had to go get a list so she could fully explore sexuality in her writing, and here’s her new writing challenge, even though she is still doing the other. This is only a partial list, to be finished and completed later, because there are a LOT of fetishes.

1. Acratomophilia
2. Adolescentilism
3. Andromimetophilia
4. Apotemnophilia
5. Asphyxiophilia
6. Autagonistophilia
7. Autassassinophilia

This list will continue to be updated once I find the rest. ^^;

I get so jealous of some of my friends who have epic Home theater systems, imagining what it would be like if I could install that sort of thing into my studio, and completely rock out while I’m creating art. Music is life, music is love, and music is total inspiration. Plus, I really envy my ex who plays World of Warcraft and other games with a giant television and a surround sound system. It’s so cool, and I want one. Wahhhh.

I only have stuff like CD changers, which I don’t even use anymore. I use an external speaker system or my docking alarm system for music, and put my iPhone on there. Either that or I listen to XM Satellite when I’m at home, if it’s playing decent music. It took me forever to figure out how to get my iPhone to sync all my apps with music without messing it up and the bad thing is, I have so much stuff it takes a really, really long time to sync the phone, which sucks when I get new music. I just got the Almost Alice soundtrack, which is a really, really amazing CD, and I have to get my patience up so that I can transfer it to my phone for class. Luckily, the teachers let us listen to our MP3 players while we draw, so that’s more time I get to rock out to some tunes. I wouldn’t know how to draw in silence, really. I doubt most artists would.

I really wish I hadn’t lost my skull candies that I got for my birthday, though, they had such good sound and they folded up into a little bag, but still covered my ears completely when I had them on. I hate wearing ear buds because people still try to talk to me over my music. x_X

So, yes, this is decidedly not yaoi, and I have not drawn fluff nor het in many a long period, but it was for a contest. And I sort of like this pairing, for het. It is for the writing prompt turned art prompt, Moonlight on Snow. And yes, prints are available, as well as keychains, buttons, coffee mugs, mousepads, etc. Just drop me a line until I get the store up. Though this will be in my store, and not the yaoigirl one, as it is so clearly not yaoi. I still wanted to show that, omg, one of the artists does occassionally make art. And I also wanted to give you a way to stalk me on dA for when yaoi is posted. Especially since I randomly changed accounts and now have premium, and somehow have not bothered to tell anyone I changed accounts. Because I’m so super professional like that. I am full of art head for school and the brains fell out to be replaced with shiny shiny colors.

Catching Snowflakes With You by =otak-us on deviantART

So, Conspiracy’s progress on the writing prompts post sort of… tapered off when she started drawing daily instead of writing any fanfiction, to get ready for art school in January, and also to get better at making with doujinshi pages that aren’t somehow incomplete. Therefore, she is… stealing them and converting them into art prompts! She will still write stories, but will never catch up to the progress of the others, even if she did win NaNoWriMo… Plus, a picture is worth a thousand words, ne? Therefore, each artwork is a short, short, story, and meh, live with it. If anyone else would like to join me on this, then they may alter it to include their entries (well, obviously, they must be team yaoigirl members – this is sort of a poke at Seti, whose art has gotten so much better, just in case she wants something to draw). I probably won’t do them all from one series, but who knows?

Rawr. Here is the new list, this time for artworks!!!

Completed:

{Conspiracy} – 1

Series:

{Naruto} – 1

110 Art Prompts

Shelter From a Storm

An Intense Stare

Goodbye

Sympathy

Blue

Modesty

The Dark

Yearning

Cold As Ice

Ecstasy

A False Face

Self-Gratification

The Setting Sun

Warm

Reason

Hatred

Relaxation

Earth

A Wordless Look That Communicates Meaning

Movement

Complementary

Lazy Days of Summer

My Hunger and My Pain

Contentment

Flushed Cheeks

Something Long Forgotten

The Unimaginable Touch of Time

A Love Affair

Abandonment

Physically Impossible Stunts

A Tryst

The Forests of the Night

Monochrome

Vulnerability

Determination

Music

Midnight Moonlight

Pain

A Bamboo Flute

A Dark Alley

Cruel Words

Handcuffs

Butterfly Kisses

The Silence of Solitude

Rejection

Touch Me Not

Afterglow

Moonlight on Snow

[Naruto] Catching Snowflakes With You {Conspiracy}

Shyness

An Act of Devotion

Calmness

Homesickness

I Must Not See Her

Pessimism

A Canopy Bed

Candy

Big Strong Hands

Unrequited Love

Eternal Connection

Revealing All of Yourself

Sickness

The Texture of Leather

A Whip

Silliness

Chain

Intimacy

Slave Bracelets

Let’s Dance

Something Beautiful

A Striptease

A Forbidden Desire

An Island Paradise

Sleepiness

Frost on Windows

Twilight

Welcome Home

Prison

Deviousness

Feathers

There Are No Words

A Song

Grumpiness

Being Watched Without Knowing It

Hell

An Unearthly Mist

Hearing Your Voice

A Stolen Kiss

Apathy

Body Modifications

Half of a Whole

A Scar

Where Are You?

Selfishness

Beauty

Puppy Love

Envy

Sloth

Gluttony

Greed

Lust

Pride

Wrath

Charity

Patience

Faith

Justice

Humility

Temperance

Diligence

Chastity

So, yeah…

There is a contest for yaoi or shounen ai of Jiraiya and Kakashi over on DA.

Here is the link, you can win prizes.

Uh, yeah, so this is what happens when the dvd drive hates fangirls, and she also realizes she didn’t get her external to, you know, have music that was appropriate. It’s only a few seconds, and it’s mostly just to show my friends that I actually, you know, opened movie editing for a few moments so that they can trust I’ll finish my amvs that aren’t… well, the suck, like this one. If anyone knows where I stuck my Eva dvds, that would be a huge help. *shrugs* I am not posting this under my real youtube account for obvious reasons, as in, it is unfinished, and if I were going to do this song, it would be about someone else, duh. ~Conspiracy

Epic Fail Jiraiya AMV… Thing.

Kagami and I are working on this strange Naruto story together while I wonder if I should go buy some white tea since right now all I have is chai… Very nervous about school starting in January, but I put my $100 in to hold my spot, so wish me luck… And I’ve started working on new graphics for this site as well as my personal site, but we really need artists and people who can turn fanfiction into scripts…

This is a sequel / rewrite of It Isn't Enough, which was for Sympathy in the writing prompts. This one is the longer version with lemon, and is for Yearning. Um... Please read the pairing before you read it, because that's about the best warning I can give, though Shinji is aged in this story. It's still, well, his father, you know? And consensual. So if that bothers you, then, yeah, don't read it. Series: Evangelion Rating: NC-17 Pairing: Shinji x Gendou x Shinji Summary: {{SPOILERS!!}} Time has passed since Kaoru's death, but Shinji hasn't forgotten the things he taught him about, well, sexuality. He's forged a tense friendship with Commander Ikari that he's determined to see become something more - after all, Gendou has never been much of a father to him, and he feels that he's owed at least something, no matter what it changes.

Another of the writing prompts, this one for Sympathy. More a drabble than fiction, and there’s not actually a lemon, so I’ll have to rewrite it, but I’m sick. And therefore can’t seem to concentrate very well.

Series: Evangelion
Pairing: Kaoru x Shinji
Rating: R
Summary: Kaoru’s musings regarding his relationship with the brunette as he makes the descent towards his death. Spoilers.

Sometimes the angel wondered exactly what he was doing at Nerv. Other than the promises he had made, and that he had to follow through with, things were, at times… confusing. Because things with the little brunette son of Ikari had developed further than expected, largely in part because of Kaoru’s sympathetic nature. One that had been refined over many years… And yet, somehow, Shinji still failed to see him for what he was. Sometimes he thought that the whiny kid was merely stupid… and other times he realized that humanity created its own stupidity when it involved what the heart wanted. And he could see, and understand, the heart of any man he chose, but Shinji’s… well, it was pathetically easy to understand, and therefore, to manipulate. Fears of abandonment, the need to be useful, the craving to be wanted and worthy, those things were written across every action and expression, without one having to look past the surface. Oh, how he had watched Gendou play it out with the teenager. ‘You’re needed, the only one who can do this,’ and other platitudes. Always with the same coldness. Because Gendou was ice, Gendou was steel, and Shinji was… what? As soft as the way he cried out Kaoru’s name in bed, as if it were some horrible secret that would be his undoing. And of course it would be, because of what Kaoru was. The thing that Shinji saw, and yet refused to see. An Angel. His enemy. And as Kaoru thought these final thoughts, descending to make his attack, as the alarms sounded, and he saw the brunette in Unit 01, and the shock, the fleeting shock that was all too soon replaced with a tired resignation, a look of someone who has given up before they even started, he knew that his death would be easier on himself than his murderer. Because, in the end, sympathy was never enough. Not when it rested side by side with betrayal.

This is based on the writer’s prompt “vulnerability.” I decided to investigate a bit deeper into one of my most favorite characters. We don’t know a lot about him as the series focused mainly on three female leads but for some reason, something about him just drew my attention as a writer. Maybe it’s his eyes? I don’t know. All I know is that I saw the prompt and the muses sprang to life. Series: Magic Knight Rayearth
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Lantis x Clef

Disclaimer - I do not own Magic Knight Rayearth. This wonderful series is the brainchild of Clamp. I’m simply doing this for fun!